I keep seeing things that remind me of you.
Okay, okay. I’m a bad person. I don’t know how I can possibly explain what’s going on in my mind anymore. I don’t love you like I used to, and there are times that I really do try. I don’t know what to think about us anymore. I mean, there’s no spark, only comfort, and sometimes I think that it’s the comfort that keeps us together. I don’t know what to do. Things could turn out exactly the same way with anyone I’m with. I wish there was someone to explain to me exactly what love meant. I could ask, but no one takes that question as seriously as I would ever want them to. Maybe I just don’t know the right people. Then again, how do I even know those people are in love? All I know is, I’m either looking for a change that will never be there with anyone, or I need to make a change and be with someone else.